The Journals [Chaos In Montana]

This will not be the first time I've written about one of the incredible bonehead mistakes that I have made. For most readers, this piece will come across as terrifying, and over the top dangerous. Who in their right mind would allow their life to become so filled with insanity? For those of us who … Continue reading The Journals [Chaos In Montana]

Dream Journaling, The Crash Report

Shortly after the beginning of 2020, I began a new experiment. I started journaling my dreams. I don't have a background in dream analysis [sounds cool], and I'm not even close to being an expert on the subject. Besides doing some research on lucid dreaming in hopes of learning more about myself, I haven't sat … Continue reading Dream Journaling, The Crash Report

The Journals [Contract Over]

Looking back, I believe my wife always knew that we would get divorced. The relationship lasted for more than ten years, but at some point, approximately seven years into the marriage, her attitude began to change. And then it happened, one year before everything came to a screeching halt, she disclosed the inevitable. She said, … Continue reading The Journals [Contract Over]

Journals [Embracing The Universe Part III, Choosing Stupid Over Crazy]

I asked the Universe for something. No, this doesn't have anything to do with anything dark or evil. Although I'm not going to tell you what I asked for. The details of that experience are sensitive. Further disclosure of something so personal would not be wise. Even if somehow I had known what was going … Continue reading Journals [Embracing The Universe Part III, Choosing Stupid Over Crazy]

Journals [Embracing The Universe Part II, Speaking The Words]

At some point during that first year, I made a bold [can't take it back] decision. And why not, everyone and everything was gone? There would never be a better opportunity. It was time to embrace a new life. As a child, my mother [single parent] implied that all things were possible. Nothing was off … Continue reading Journals [Embracing The Universe Part II, Speaking The Words]

Journals [Embracing The Universe Part I]

When everything is stripped away from someone's life, the individual has but few options. By [everything], I'm referring to losing it all, and having little or no money and resources besides a couple of changes of clothes, and a pack of worldly possessions. A little more than five years ago I was forced into an … Continue reading Journals [Embracing The Universe Part I]

The 1982 Tylenol Drug Tampering Mystery

Some of you may remember the 1982 Chicago Tylenol Drug Tampering Event. Seven people died from potassium cyanide poisoning after someone tampered with several bottles of capsules and then placed them back on the shelf. Following those seven deaths, multiple copycat crimes claimed even more innocent lives. Back then, almost nothing was sealed to prevent … Continue reading The 1982 Tylenol Drug Tampering Mystery

The Journals [Waking Up To a Fire]

For those who are new to my writing, I've been sober for nearly two years. This period of sobriety has come after four years of heavy drug abuse. This piece takes place about five years ago, during my time running amuck. Recently, I posted a story about being dosed with an unknown hallucinogen. This piece … Continue reading The Journals [Waking Up To a Fire]

The Journals [Finding Treasure]

Throughout my life, I've been finding things of value. For those who have spent time with me during the past five years, quite a few of my friends have watched me score where there should not be a score. It was happening so often a few years ago, that a few people thought I had … Continue reading The Journals [Finding Treasure]